Well, here we are. The final day of the challenge. The final day of a journey that I can't end. It's feel like I have reached a destination, but know this isn't where I am going. There is still alot of road ahead of me.
No dramatic ending here. The skies didn't erupt in light, no special prize at the end. 30 days. I hope you have enjoyed the challenge and engaged in it. Even if you just read through my thoughts, I hope God used them to bless or to challenge.
what have I learned? I want intimacy with God. I don't want to settle in this journey and miss out on what could have been. I want to discover more and more of what it is to follow Jesus. And I believe prayer is an important part of that journey.
I feel more in tune with the Spirit when I am taking the time to find that silence and solitude and live in continual prayer. Continual trust. To say we can do this without prayer is to say we can operate independent of God in our spiritual life. I am just not convinced that is possible.
What have you learned from this challenge? why not share with others your experience of these past 30 days?
Enjoyed the journey. Enjoyed the conversation. Who is in for another 30?
Keith
Wednesday, August 22, 2012
Tuesday, August 21, 2012
Day 29
My Sunday prayer today is one of gratefulness to God. Seeing God at work this Sunday in the lives of individuals who just respond to God's leading. There is something powerful about conviction. Watching someone wrestle with it, accept it, and then accept the grace that comes along with it. It's beautiful. That progression usually takes place in prayer. Today I want to share some thoughts on those moments in my life. Didn't necessarily happen for me on this Sunday, but seeing it in someone else reminds me of where I have come from and what grace has done in my life.
Sin. None of us like talking about it with many other people, but I am sure you have had a few conversations with God about it. Don't we all usually start by saying, "forgive me?"
When my prayer life is flowing well and I am in a good rhythm there are times where the reality of conviction becomes very clear. How can it not? The more I engage with the Creator of the Universe, the pure and holy God, my sinfulness is brought to the surface because in those moments my will doesn't look like the Jesus I love. So when I would pray about sin and failure, I would always start by asking for forgiveness. Don't know that I always believe it in those moments. In my humanness, I still doubt. Why would God forgive me? I am afraid I will do the same sin again. Is my heart genuine or am I just going through the religious motions that I learned or invented over the years? I would beat myself up pretty good.
But then I began to really understand grace. That grace is now woven into my times of prayer. When I come to God confessing sin, I still seek forgiveness, but I already know I am forgiven. But, my heart is contrite and I need to verbalize to God and to my own soul, that I repent. Repent meaning I turn my back on that sin and desire to not do it again. I want to be obedient in the grace that I now have because I love Jesus. So in my devotion to Him, I want to stand back up , dust off, and start walking again, desiring that the sin doesn't make me stumble again. I have had to learn to live in grace and walk in God's love and follow the leading of the Holy Spirit.
I also believe that the more I pray the more I am in tune with the spirit and then in the midst of temptation, the power of the spirit is there and not so quiet.
Conviction. Not a bad thing to me. I used to fear it and dread it, now I welcome it. God loves me and is changing who I am. He is at work helping me die out to self and leave sin behind. Conviction is grace in action.
How do you respond to conviction?
Keith
Sin. None of us like talking about it with many other people, but I am sure you have had a few conversations with God about it. Don't we all usually start by saying, "forgive me?"
When my prayer life is flowing well and I am in a good rhythm there are times where the reality of conviction becomes very clear. How can it not? The more I engage with the Creator of the Universe, the pure and holy God, my sinfulness is brought to the surface because in those moments my will doesn't look like the Jesus I love. So when I would pray about sin and failure, I would always start by asking for forgiveness. Don't know that I always believe it in those moments. In my humanness, I still doubt. Why would God forgive me? I am afraid I will do the same sin again. Is my heart genuine or am I just going through the religious motions that I learned or invented over the years? I would beat myself up pretty good.
But then I began to really understand grace. That grace is now woven into my times of prayer. When I come to God confessing sin, I still seek forgiveness, but I already know I am forgiven. But, my heart is contrite and I need to verbalize to God and to my own soul, that I repent. Repent meaning I turn my back on that sin and desire to not do it again. I want to be obedient in the grace that I now have because I love Jesus. So in my devotion to Him, I want to stand back up , dust off, and start walking again, desiring that the sin doesn't make me stumble again. I have had to learn to live in grace and walk in God's love and follow the leading of the Holy Spirit.
I also believe that the more I pray the more I am in tune with the spirit and then in the midst of temptation, the power of the spirit is there and not so quiet.
Conviction. Not a bad thing to me. I used to fear it and dread it, now I welcome it. God loves me and is changing who I am. He is at work helping me die out to self and leave sin behind. Conviction is grace in action.
How do you respond to conviction?
Keith
Day 28
Saturdays are always interesting. I can't help but pray for the upcoming time together with other believers and those investigating who God is. So I pray for God's presence in the details, the moments, the prayers, the music, the teaching, the classes, the relationships. I ask God to intervene in the lives of people who are struggling in their faith and want to celebrate with those who have seen the work of God in their lives this past week.
Praying about what you speak on is crucial I believe. I was told as a volunteer with Youth For Christ many years ago that before you talk to someone about Jesus, make sure you talk to Jesus about that person. Before I speak from God's word, I want to make sure that I have spent time in God's presence and allowed Him to tweak my thoughts, notes, and heart before I let the words come out of my lips.
Not everyone will get up and give a sermon on a Sunday morning, but all of us can preach. We can preach with our lives and in our conversations. We can communicate the love of God in our everyday lives. We don't have to rely on the preacher to the be the one who introduces our family and friends to Jesus. We trust the Holy Spirit to use all of us as this beautiful message of God's love is shared with many.
Okay, now I am going to pray for you and for me. That we will be instruments of grace and authentic faith lived out before others. That we would have the opportunity to have conversations this week with those who need Jesus and that we would be sensitive to the Spirit's leading on what to say and how to say it.
Grace and peace,
Keith
Praying about what you speak on is crucial I believe. I was told as a volunteer with Youth For Christ many years ago that before you talk to someone about Jesus, make sure you talk to Jesus about that person. Before I speak from God's word, I want to make sure that I have spent time in God's presence and allowed Him to tweak my thoughts, notes, and heart before I let the words come out of my lips.
Not everyone will get up and give a sermon on a Sunday morning, but all of us can preach. We can preach with our lives and in our conversations. We can communicate the love of God in our everyday lives. We don't have to rely on the preacher to the be the one who introduces our family and friends to Jesus. We trust the Holy Spirit to use all of us as this beautiful message of God's love is shared with many.
Okay, now I am going to pray for you and for me. That we will be instruments of grace and authentic faith lived out before others. That we would have the opportunity to have conversations this week with those who need Jesus and that we would be sensitive to the Spirit's leading on what to say and how to say it.
Grace and peace,
Keith
Monday, August 20, 2012
Day 26
I have some catching up to do. As much as daily prayer may be a challenge, posting about it can be as well, but it is great accountability! So, here we go with my notes from Friday.
Good day. Lots going on, plenty of distraction, but good day of prayer.
A more personal prayer time for me. And by personal, I mean elements of conviction, seeking clarity, and wrestling with some aspects of my own spiritual journey that I know God is working change in my life. Change is definitely a process some times. I've experienced those moments of God doing something instantaneous in me, but more than not it is the process that seems to be the dominant method of helping me die to self and learning to trust.
I started my prayer today focused on so many different people and things. prayer request, friends in the hospitals, the church, family...and God took me to a place of self examination. A place of raw honesty at where I am at with Jesus. Not that there is a grading scale or some ribbon for success, but for me it is redefining success. What used to be my measuring stick is long gone. Now, it is much more simplistic. Am I loving God with all my heart, soul, mind, and strength? Am i loving my neighbor as myself? am I living out loving one another? Do I let complacency creep in or do I keep striving to let God transform me and seeking that out?
A prayer time that strips away the layers of my soul. Sometimes painful, but I always leave renewed.
Keith
Good day. Lots going on, plenty of distraction, but good day of prayer.
A more personal prayer time for me. And by personal, I mean elements of conviction, seeking clarity, and wrestling with some aspects of my own spiritual journey that I know God is working change in my life. Change is definitely a process some times. I've experienced those moments of God doing something instantaneous in me, but more than not it is the process that seems to be the dominant method of helping me die to self and learning to trust.
I started my prayer today focused on so many different people and things. prayer request, friends in the hospitals, the church, family...and God took me to a place of self examination. A place of raw honesty at where I am at with Jesus. Not that there is a grading scale or some ribbon for success, but for me it is redefining success. What used to be my measuring stick is long gone. Now, it is much more simplistic. Am I loving God with all my heart, soul, mind, and strength? Am i loving my neighbor as myself? am I living out loving one another? Do I let complacency creep in or do I keep striving to let God transform me and seeking that out?
A prayer time that strips away the layers of my soul. Sometimes painful, but I always leave renewed.
Keith
Saturday, August 18, 2012
Day 25
Today was a day of switching things up a bit in prayer. I knew my schedule wasn't going to be normal, and so I wanted to take advantage of that. So, I was intentional about two different prayer times today. First, I went for a 20 mile bike ride in the morning. Plenty of time to talk with God and listen. Then that night I had a meeting in Marion, so I made sure that the radio didn't come on and embraced the silence.
What did I learn? I can really lay it all out there in prayer as I ride. No one around, so it is a very out loud verbal prayer as I don't forget to check for traffic around me. My prayers in my ride were centered on prayer request from the church, prayers for family and friends, and just humbling acknowledging who I am sharing these thoughts with. It was good, it was real, I liked that time of connection with God. Listening was good as well. I felt like God was giving me some direction in my heart and mind as I shared with Him my heart for a great church I get to be a part of.
The evening ride was a good time as well. Do you ever find yourself singing in the midst of your prayers? I'm not saying it sounds pretty, but the car is a great place for me to make a joyful noise as I just worship God in song and prayer. My prayers at night were definitely more of God working on me. Alot of listening. When I listen I find myself asking God to give me clarity on my thoughts that I believe the Holy Spirit is speaking into my mind. I tend to want to match up the thought with scripture and make sure it isn't just me creating the thoughts. So as I trust Him in leading me, I in my humanness will still ask questions and wrestle with thoughts to make sure it is from God and not myself. part of that journey of dying out to self and not settling with where I am right now, but wanting to continue to be shaped and continuing to grow.
How about you? What unique prayer times of silence and solitude have worked for you? Leave a comment below and let us know.
Keith
What did I learn? I can really lay it all out there in prayer as I ride. No one around, so it is a very out loud verbal prayer as I don't forget to check for traffic around me. My prayers in my ride were centered on prayer request from the church, prayers for family and friends, and just humbling acknowledging who I am sharing these thoughts with. It was good, it was real, I liked that time of connection with God. Listening was good as well. I felt like God was giving me some direction in my heart and mind as I shared with Him my heart for a great church I get to be a part of.
The evening ride was a good time as well. Do you ever find yourself singing in the midst of your prayers? I'm not saying it sounds pretty, but the car is a great place for me to make a joyful noise as I just worship God in song and prayer. My prayers at night were definitely more of God working on me. Alot of listening. When I listen I find myself asking God to give me clarity on my thoughts that I believe the Holy Spirit is speaking into my mind. I tend to want to match up the thought with scripture and make sure it isn't just me creating the thoughts. So as I trust Him in leading me, I in my humanness will still ask questions and wrestle with thoughts to make sure it is from God and not myself. part of that journey of dying out to self and not settling with where I am right now, but wanting to continue to be shaped and continuing to grow.
How about you? What unique prayer times of silence and solitude have worked for you? Leave a comment below and let us know.
Keith
Thursday, August 16, 2012
Day 24
Sometimes we need to be reminded of the power of prayer. We like to see that unfold in our own lives, but do we slow down enough to look at how God is using our prayer in someone else's life? Ever wonder if that prayer you promised to pray for a friend matters? Struggle with why God would bring a person to mind and have you pray for them? Have those odd moments when you are praying for someone you don't even know, but are doing it because someone asked you to?
Well, today our guest writer will give you a glimpse into what it is like to be the recipient of all those prayers. I shared with you earlier in this journey about some dear friends of mine, Cory and Tiffany. Their little girl, Ashlyn, became part of our prayer experience as many of you prayed for this child you didn't even know. Here are Tiffany's thoughts on prayer through these last few weeks.
“God, how can you let this happen again?!” “Why are you doing this to us?!” “What have I done wrong, that You are punishing my family for?” These are some of the things that kept running through my mind as we were traveling to Indianapolis. I was angry, questioning, in disbelief.
1 Chronicles 16:11- Seek the LORD and his strength, seek his face continually.
Well, today our guest writer will give you a glimpse into what it is like to be the recipient of all those prayers. I shared with you earlier in this journey about some dear friends of mine, Cory and Tiffany. Their little girl, Ashlyn, became part of our prayer experience as many of you prayed for this child you didn't even know. Here are Tiffany's thoughts on prayer through these last few weeks.
See things were just getting back to “normal” around here
since Cory’s diagnosis with a malignant brain tumor. I was seeing some issues
with my little 4 year old daughter that was scaring me, same issues that I had
seen her dad have before he was diagnosed. I was praying and praying to God,
“Please!!!! Please just let this be nothing, an ear infection or something of
that nature.” I was concerned so I asked my small group to lift her up in
prayer as well.
Well, July 25th I had requested her doctor order her a
CAT scan I was praying, but sure God would not let this happen to our family
again! Then we get that call to come in and see the doctor, from there it’s a
blur.“God, how can you let this happen again?!” “Why are you doing this to us?!” “What have I done wrong, that You are punishing my family for?” These are some of the things that kept running through my mind as we were traveling to Indianapolis. I was angry, questioning, in disbelief.
The power of prayer is amazing, when I just couldn’t pray
there were MANY and I mean many, probably 100’s lifting up my baby girl in
prayer. People gathered around altars during her surgery, people were fasting,
people couldn’t sleep the night before her surgery and just prayed and prayed!!!
Something changed inside me; I could sense God’s work….. I could feel Him
working. Everything went smoothly, perfectly if you will. He never left my baby
girl and held her in His arms from the very beginning. She had major swelling
and lots of fluid buildup in her brain, yet NO symptoms other than headaches.
Her tumor was attached to 5 major nerves – swallowing, breathing, speaking were
just a few to name…. yet they just “popped” off during surgery. Her tumor,
which looked very much like her dad’s, was not cancer!!!! We had the BEST
neurosurgeon there. She is healing wonderfully! I found myself then praising
God for healing her, for showing us all a miracle because that is what I am
sure it is. I was thanking Him for allowing us to go through, because now I
know He wants to use us for His ministry somehow/ someway.
Also, what is amazing is a family that I met through
Facebook whose 3 year old son is fighting against brain cancer. Well we ended
up being a Riley’s the exact same length of time in the same units!! They
believe in Christ, but are not active in their faith. We (I and the other mom)
believe that the Lord placed me there for her because they received terrible
news and we were able to shine God’s light into their lives. There was a nurse
who Ashlyn had that told us before she even met Ashlyn she prayed for her!! God
was working in so many ways, that I didn’t even notice.
Even in your darkest of days, the times when you are questioning God I have found to rest in the arms of those who are lifting you up in prayer. It was all those prayer warriors that helped turned my attitude around, who calmed me, who gave me peace. It was those prayer warriors who the Lord heard and answered their request!
Even in your darkest of days, the times when you are questioning God I have found to rest in the arms of those who are lifting you up in prayer. It was all those prayer warriors that helped turned my attitude around, who calmed me, who gave me peace. It was those prayer warriors who the Lord heard and answered their request!
1 Chronicles 16:11- Seek the LORD and his strength, seek his face continually.
Psalms 4:1- Hear me when I call, O God of my
righteousness: you have enlarged me when I was in distress; have mercy on me,
and hear my prayer.
Psalms 145:18- The LORD is near to all them that call on
him, to all that call on him in truth.
1 Thessalonians 5:17- Pray without ceasing.
Wednesday, August 15, 2012
Day 23
This day turned into a time of evening prayer. Not typical for me, but was a good change of pace. Prayer combined with scripture reading can be a very moving time as well. Studying through 2 John, 3 John, and Jude make you ask yourself some tough questions. And in the midst of those questions, I get to ask God some questions as well.
I have also been realizing on this journey that the more I pray, the less likely I am to let the flesh/self dictate my prayers. I still am more than comfortable being very raw in my prayer, but I am talking about things like being cynical, selfishness, or asking God to fix someone else instead of me. Do you know what I mean? I ask God to bless those who may frustrate me. I ask God to do amazing things in the lives of everyone I encounter. I really believe in prayer I continue to learn to live out this idea of dying out to self and picking up my cross and following Him. Prayer not only is a time of being in His presence, but also seems to be a call to action on my part. Don't just pray it, but live it. That is what I want to do.
God, keep breaking me. Shatter my will and reshape it to fit yours. I don't want to do any of this journey solely relying on my own ability. I want to live life depending on and partnering with the Holy Spirit.
Keith
I have also been realizing on this journey that the more I pray, the less likely I am to let the flesh/self dictate my prayers. I still am more than comfortable being very raw in my prayer, but I am talking about things like being cynical, selfishness, or asking God to fix someone else instead of me. Do you know what I mean? I ask God to bless those who may frustrate me. I ask God to do amazing things in the lives of everyone I encounter. I really believe in prayer I continue to learn to live out this idea of dying out to self and picking up my cross and following Him. Prayer not only is a time of being in His presence, but also seems to be a call to action on my part. Don't just pray it, but live it. That is what I want to do.
God, keep breaking me. Shatter my will and reshape it to fit yours. I don't want to do any of this journey solely relying on my own ability. I want to live life depending on and partnering with the Holy Spirit.
Keith
Tuesday, August 14, 2012
Day 22
Mondays are rarely typical in the sense of time. On a day I would love to have some mental rest, I tend to fill up the day with meetings, conversations, and processing through the weekend. Never the less, it still means I need to find that time to be silent. Not sure I did a good job this Monday. Success at bringing several things to God in prayer, but I wouldn't say success at listening.
So, what are some of your obstacles to finding the times of silence and solitude? Also, have you found a successful way to get beyond that obstacle?
You can reply by clicking on the "no comment" button below. Once someone comments it will say, "comment". Profound isn't it?
Keith
So, what are some of your obstacles to finding the times of silence and solitude? Also, have you found a successful way to get beyond that obstacle?
You can reply by clicking on the "no comment" button below. Once someone comments it will say, "comment". Profound isn't it?
Keith
Day 21
Sunday prayers...
God allow us to sense your presence.
God allow us to live in unity.
God use today to help someone connect with you for the first time.
God let my own heart be open to what you say to me.
God give our teachers wisdom as they bring your word.
God bless our volunteers as they give of themselves for others.
God speak through our guest speaker today. May truth and grace intertwine as he shares from his heart.
God, thank you for loving us and showing us that love by sending your son to die on the cross.
God, thank you for the ways I have seen you in my life and for the times when I couldn't see you but grew in trust.
God change me. I don't want to leave here the same.
Not my will, but your will be done.
Keith
God allow us to sense your presence.
God allow us to live in unity.
God use today to help someone connect with you for the first time.
God let my own heart be open to what you say to me.
God give our teachers wisdom as they bring your word.
God bless our volunteers as they give of themselves for others.
God speak through our guest speaker today. May truth and grace intertwine as he shares from his heart.
God, thank you for loving us and showing us that love by sending your son to die on the cross.
God, thank you for the ways I have seen you in my life and for the times when I couldn't see you but grew in trust.
God change me. I don't want to leave here the same.
Not my will, but your will be done.
Keith
Sunday, August 12, 2012
Day 20
Today I want to share with you a prayer I have been challenged to pray for the next 30 days every morning. The prayer comes from the Global Leadership Summit and was presented by Bill Hybels.
God, this is a new day. I freshly commit myself to the role you have invited me to play, as you are building your church in this world. I am awestruck again today that you include me in this grand life-giving, world-transforming endeavor. So today I joyfully offer you:
MY LOVE
MY HEART
MY TALENTS
MY ENERGY
MY CREATIVITY
MY FAITHFULNESS
MY RESOURCES
AND MY GRATITUDE.
I commit all of myself to the role you have assigned me in the building of your church so that it may thrive in this world. And I will "bring it" today. I will bring my best. You deserve it. Your church deserves it.
And to that I say...amen.
Keith
God, this is a new day. I freshly commit myself to the role you have invited me to play, as you are building your church in this world. I am awestruck again today that you include me in this grand life-giving, world-transforming endeavor. So today I joyfully offer you:
MY LOVE
MY HEART
MY TALENTS
MY ENERGY
MY CREATIVITY
MY FAITHFULNESS
MY RESOURCES
AND MY GRATITUDE.
I commit all of myself to the role you have assigned me in the building of your church so that it may thrive in this world. And I will "bring it" today. I will bring my best. You deserve it. Your church deserves it.
And to that I say...amen.
Keith
Saturday, August 11, 2012
Day 19
Spent time on Day 19 once again being challenged by having people speak into my life regarding leadership, integrity, and priorities. Then focusing on those things during prayer is a very interesting conversation with Jesus. I find myself wrestling with insecurities, fears, ideas, dreams, and being reminded to trust God. God and I talk alot about trust in prayer. I verbalize my trust in every prayer, every day. I don't know if I am hoping I will continue to believe it more or if I am fearful that I will forget to do that very thing.
As a leader I pray for my motive often. I want to make sure my motive is pure and right. I also pray for those I lead. What a humble privilege and a humble opportunity. It really is. Sometimes that can be overwhelming, sometimes it can be so exciting. To live out the call of God on your life is an amazing journey that requires me to live in His grace and love.
I also pray often for the wisdom of Solomon. I am one who ponders things. I don't quickly respond to things that are important or in need of a decision. I like to pray and think and think and pray. But I ask God to give me wisdom beyond myself. Wisdom that comes from not only me stretching myself in learning, but also by the power of the Holy Spirit. I have experienced that help from the Holy Spirit, but will daily ask for God to grant me more wisdom.
I also found myself today praying that I would keep finding my identity in Christ. Though there are many other things pulling at my identity, I want everything to filter through Christ, not have Him just be a part of my life. I want Him to be my life. So as I pray about this crucial part of my identity, I really try to listen and listen with an open heart and mind.
Prayer Update: Ashlyn is home and doing great. The test results came back from the spinal tap as well. No cancer, no signs of anything on the spine. Praise God! That is awesome.
Keith
As a leader I pray for my motive often. I want to make sure my motive is pure and right. I also pray for those I lead. What a humble privilege and a humble opportunity. It really is. Sometimes that can be overwhelming, sometimes it can be so exciting. To live out the call of God on your life is an amazing journey that requires me to live in His grace and love.
I also pray often for the wisdom of Solomon. I am one who ponders things. I don't quickly respond to things that are important or in need of a decision. I like to pray and think and think and pray. But I ask God to give me wisdom beyond myself. Wisdom that comes from not only me stretching myself in learning, but also by the power of the Holy Spirit. I have experienced that help from the Holy Spirit, but will daily ask for God to grant me more wisdom.
I also found myself today praying that I would keep finding my identity in Christ. Though there are many other things pulling at my identity, I want everything to filter through Christ, not have Him just be a part of my life. I want Him to be my life. So as I pray about this crucial part of my identity, I really try to listen and listen with an open heart and mind.
Prayer Update: Ashlyn is home and doing great. The test results came back from the spinal tap as well. No cancer, no signs of anything on the spine. Praise God! That is awesome.
Keith
Thursday, August 9, 2012
Day 18
Today, I have had the privilege of being challenged in my leadership and my spiritual walk. I am always open to being stretched and growing in this journey of following my call with Christ. Prayers of thanks today. Prayers of gratitude for grace in my spiritual walk and prayers of gratitude for what God is doing in the life of our church. I keep trying to have some times like this. I can sometimes pray so much only in request mode and wanted to be intentional about making it a time of praising God, thanking God, and acknowledging that I can't do life without Him.
I have asked a few people to give their perspective on prayer as well. I didn't give any specific guide lines, but lots of freedom to just give us a glimpse into their prayer life in whatever way they want to. Our guest blogger today is Kent Yost. Kent is a part of the HCN family and a great part of the Fort Wayne Area Youth For Christ team. His perspective will speak to the need for prayer in a marriage. Good thoughts, good stuff.
Thanks Kent for opening up your life and heart to let us learn from what God is doing in you.
Keith
I have asked a few people to give their perspective on prayer as well. I didn't give any specific guide lines, but lots of freedom to just give us a glimpse into their prayer life in whatever way they want to. Our guest blogger today is Kent Yost. Kent is a part of the HCN family and a great part of the Fort Wayne Area Youth For Christ team. His perspective will speak to the need for prayer in a marriage. Good thoughts, good stuff.
We have always
been a couple who valued prayer, especially during the tough times. We
had taught our children the value of prayer through bedtime prayers, meal
times, and praying together when it seemed like God needed to show up in some
big way. That all changed 7 years ago. As we counseled a young
couple before they got married, I was very challenged by a pastor who
acknowledged his failure in praying with his own wife. He prayed with
thousands of people annually, just not with his wife. My world got
rocked. Since that day, we have become partners in prayer. It’s not
that we pray every day together. We have just become a lot more focused
in praying together on a much more frequent basis. We pray for each
other, with each other, and with others. We are now much more intentional
about our prayer life, realizing that as we pursue HIM, He does a continued
work in our lives, helping us to become more like Him. We still have way
too many issues to work on in our marriage. We just know that He is so much
more involved in our lives because we spend much more time in His world.
I really believe because we have learned to pursue Him more often in prayer,
that He has opened doors for us to be more involved in the lives of others,
because we are going to Him. We are on a journey of praying
together. It’s still not easy. I still choose to not lead as I
should. But, we have learned to trust Him more along the journey.
Looking forward to what He has in store.
Thanks Kent for opening up your life and heart to let us learn from what God is doing in you.
Keith
Day 17
today was a good day of prayer. I was able to bring different people and situations before God. Don't forget each week to pick up a prayer sheet. All the request that are given to us through out the week and via the connect cards are placed on this sheet and given out for people to intercede for others. They are updated every Sunday and Wednesday, so make sure to get one this weekend.
It's been neat to hear some of the stories of how God is leading people to pray during this 30 day challenge. One person participating in the challenge shared with me that God laid it on their heart to pray for people of the church. So each day they take out the church directory and are working their way through each page praying for every name.
So how are you praying? Has God led you to pray in a specific way during this time? If so, how it going?
Beside the post, make sure to take some time to go back and read some of the comments that people have posted over the last several days. It is some great reading and some honest sharing.
Keith
It's been neat to hear some of the stories of how God is leading people to pray during this 30 day challenge. One person participating in the challenge shared with me that God laid it on their heart to pray for people of the church. So each day they take out the church directory and are working their way through each page praying for every name.
So how are you praying? Has God led you to pray in a specific way during this time? If so, how it going?
Beside the post, make sure to take some time to go back and read some of the comments that people have posted over the last several days. It is some great reading and some honest sharing.
Keith
Tuesday, August 7, 2012
Day 16
Prayer. There are times where prayer allows you to climb up in the lap of your heavenly Father and find rest, find love, find peace. Prayer today was a time of going to my God for comfort, conversation, and stability.
Out on the edge of the church property I have some places that I go to get away and pray at least during these warmer months. One particular that I visited today that gives just enough shade to not have sweaty prayer, but far enough away from phones and distractions to find silence.
I needed God today. And I felt like He was there and listening. I need His presence today and He gave it to me. For me His presence isn't some warm fuzzy (although I do know what that is on some occasions), it's not an overly emotional moment either, its just those times of desperation where God reveals Himself with a peace I can't explain.
Today I had a lot of question for God. Questions about myself, questions about church (not the structure or even the institution). Church in the sense of what it means to be a believer in a world that isn't our home. What it means to have this identity in Christ as a common thread among all those who truly believe. The church...followers of Jesus who are all still in the process of being tranformed by God and dying to self, and trying to do this journey together. That is my prayer. that we can travel this road together. Cheering each other on, supporting one another, loving one another, and being the church to one another. But, church is messy. Both in the realm of people and the institution. I guess it always will be that way, but that thought doesn't make it any easier. I pray that we can be a place where something so supernatural happens it can't be explained away. And by supernatural I do not mean signs and wonders, I mean a supernatural event that unfolds as a group of people called the church reach a desperate level in our prayers, where transformation and fruit are the norm and not the exception, where our reflection of Christ's love is so clear, where the phrase, "love one another" is not only spoken but becomes part of our very breathe, where people are so authentic in their lives that people see hope as they see people on this journey lacking perfection, but living and breathing grace. a place where stories of God's love, conviction, and grace are shared among all generations. Where success isn't defined by anything but the lost being found, lives being transformed by Christ, and believers so madly in love with Jesus, they do not stay the same.
My heart prays that way, and then I listen. God if there be some thought in me that is not of you or contradicts your word then convict me and let me know...and then I listen. I think as much as church may frustrate me, I love the church. Both the people and the institution and I believe He has huge plans for both that will bring Him glory. I often pray that God never lets me lose that sensitivity and concern.
Prayer. A safe place for me to share my heart with God. I love that I know He is listening to me...wanting to listen to me. A safe place to listen to Him. A safe place for me to let God change me. Sometimes when He is at work changing me, I resist. Sometimes I humbly weep as my heart gets transformed yet once again. But in my Father's lap I welcome it all.
Just being real and a little passionate.
Keith
Out on the edge of the church property I have some places that I go to get away and pray at least during these warmer months. One particular that I visited today that gives just enough shade to not have sweaty prayer, but far enough away from phones and distractions to find silence.
I needed God today. And I felt like He was there and listening. I need His presence today and He gave it to me. For me His presence isn't some warm fuzzy (although I do know what that is on some occasions), it's not an overly emotional moment either, its just those times of desperation where God reveals Himself with a peace I can't explain.
Today I had a lot of question for God. Questions about myself, questions about church (not the structure or even the institution). Church in the sense of what it means to be a believer in a world that isn't our home. What it means to have this identity in Christ as a common thread among all those who truly believe. The church...followers of Jesus who are all still in the process of being tranformed by God and dying to self, and trying to do this journey together. That is my prayer. that we can travel this road together. Cheering each other on, supporting one another, loving one another, and being the church to one another. But, church is messy. Both in the realm of people and the institution. I guess it always will be that way, but that thought doesn't make it any easier. I pray that we can be a place where something so supernatural happens it can't be explained away. And by supernatural I do not mean signs and wonders, I mean a supernatural event that unfolds as a group of people called the church reach a desperate level in our prayers, where transformation and fruit are the norm and not the exception, where our reflection of Christ's love is so clear, where the phrase, "love one another" is not only spoken but becomes part of our very breathe, where people are so authentic in their lives that people see hope as they see people on this journey lacking perfection, but living and breathing grace. a place where stories of God's love, conviction, and grace are shared among all generations. Where success isn't defined by anything but the lost being found, lives being transformed by Christ, and believers so madly in love with Jesus, they do not stay the same.
My heart prays that way, and then I listen. God if there be some thought in me that is not of you or contradicts your word then convict me and let me know...and then I listen. I think as much as church may frustrate me, I love the church. Both the people and the institution and I believe He has huge plans for both that will bring Him glory. I often pray that God never lets me lose that sensitivity and concern.
Prayer. A safe place for me to share my heart with God. I love that I know He is listening to me...wanting to listen to me. A safe place to listen to Him. A safe place for me to let God change me. Sometimes when He is at work changing me, I resist. Sometimes I humbly weep as my heart gets transformed yet once again. But in my Father's lap I welcome it all.
Just being real and a little passionate.
Keith
Monday, August 6, 2012
Day 15
Another day of struggling with focus. Not sure why. Just the reality of my day today. My silent individual time was hurting, but prayer time with others...awesome.
Had a great time of prayer with the staff during our staff meeting. Love praying with other believers in authentic ways. There is no fluff or desire to impress each other with our words, just laying ourselves and our souls bare before God and trusted friends. Those are some powerful times of prayer for me.
What about you? Could you describe some incredible times of prayer that you have experienced with others? Come on...share it and join the conversation. Let's share with others with what God is doing as we engage in conversation with Him.
Keith
Had a great time of prayer with the staff during our staff meeting. Love praying with other believers in authentic ways. There is no fluff or desire to impress each other with our words, just laying ourselves and our souls bare before God and trusted friends. Those are some powerful times of prayer for me.
What about you? Could you describe some incredible times of prayer that you have experienced with others? Come on...share it and join the conversation. Let's share with others with what God is doing as we engage in conversation with Him.
Keith
Day 14
Sunday mornings are always an intimate time of prayer for me. Walking through the church before everyone gets there and praying for those who will be coming. Asking God every week to do something amazing in the lives of those who are open to His leading in their hearts and something powerful in the lives of those whose hearts are not so open. Always praying for unity and that someone will have a true experience with God.
Then, spent some time in the afternoon and evening just thanking God for His love, His presence and His grace. Enjoyed praying with our Sunday night gathering as there is a chorus of prayers being lifted by many.
Looking forward to a new week and seeing what God has in store.
Keith
Then, spent some time in the afternoon and evening just thanking God for His love, His presence and His grace. Enjoyed praying with our Sunday night gathering as there is a chorus of prayers being lifted by many.
Looking forward to a new week and seeing what God has in store.
Keith
Saturday, August 4, 2012
Day 13
It is a Saturday. Prayer on a Saturday for me is always at a different time. Some prayer in the morning and then some intense prayer at night. I can't help but pull out my notes and look over them again and again. And while I am continuing prepping my heart and mind for Sunday, I can't help but be in a state of continual prayer through the process.
I asked God to help me remember what he wants me to say, and make me forget what He doesn't want me to say. Then I pray for those who will be hearing me share my heart. That they will hear what God wants them to hear and they will forget what He wants them to forget. I pray that people are open to the truth, power, and grace of God's Word. That no matter what distractions may creep in, they find the ability to be in tune with the Spirit and leave changed. My heart is that we all leave with a desire to live out the very Word of God we study. That we would be a people who are "becoming" who we are meant to be in Christ.
When you have a moment, pray for your pastor. I know this one would appreciate it more than he would be able to express in words.
Keith
I asked God to help me remember what he wants me to say, and make me forget what He doesn't want me to say. Then I pray for those who will be hearing me share my heart. That they will hear what God wants them to hear and they will forget what He wants them to forget. I pray that people are open to the truth, power, and grace of God's Word. That no matter what distractions may creep in, they find the ability to be in tune with the Spirit and leave changed. My heart is that we all leave with a desire to live out the very Word of God we study. That we would be a people who are "becoming" who we are meant to be in Christ.
When you have a moment, pray for your pastor. I know this one would appreciate it more than he would be able to express in words.
Keith
Day 12
Today was a great day of prayer. I found some time to get away from everything and really felt focused and at peace. Found myself praying for Fam Jam alot. Just asking God to be at work in this new effort in a unique way. Praying for the staff I work with and their families and praying for prayer request we have received this week. Then I just sat and listened. No deep profound things revealed to me but a true sense of God's presence.
I feel like I am getting better at dealing with the negative thoughts that creep into my mind. The doubts, the struggles, the criticism, the insecurities...I capture those thoughts and make them obedient to Christ. That is a neat moment of victory and a powerful moment of knowing where I find my identity. My identity is found in Jesus and in Him I find what I am looking for.
Good day of prayer today. A good day.
Keith
I feel like I am getting better at dealing with the negative thoughts that creep into my mind. The doubts, the struggles, the criticism, the insecurities...I capture those thoughts and make them obedient to Christ. That is a neat moment of victory and a powerful moment of knowing where I find my identity. My identity is found in Jesus and in Him I find what I am looking for.
Good day of prayer today. A good day.
Keith
Friday, August 3, 2012
Day 11
Okay. Rough day for prayer. No real good excuses just struggled in focus. Distractions were a plenty and I think they got the best of me. I found time to pray, but it wasn't the moments of silence and listening that I was hoping for. Today was more about praying for needs I was aware of, asking God to help me see how to follow, and thanking him for many good things I have been seeing in my life and in lives around me.
In hindsight I know I let myself get out of sync. When I am intentional about changing things up it seems to work well, but when I am trying to flow in my disciplines and normal routine and just let other things become priority, I keep saying...I'll get to it next. Next is another word for saying I am going to keep bumping it down the list.
Once again though, just a friendly reminder that we live in grace. My rough days don't dictate God's love for me. His love is relentless. And it is because of that love that I want to pray. Keep your motives pure, avoid legalism and enjoy the conversation with all of its highs and lows.
Prayer update on Ashlyn: She is home. That is a beautiful answer to prayer.
Keith
In hindsight I know I let myself get out of sync. When I am intentional about changing things up it seems to work well, but when I am trying to flow in my disciplines and normal routine and just let other things become priority, I keep saying...I'll get to it next. Next is another word for saying I am going to keep bumping it down the list.
Once again though, just a friendly reminder that we live in grace. My rough days don't dictate God's love for me. His love is relentless. And it is because of that love that I want to pray. Keep your motives pure, avoid legalism and enjoy the conversation with all of its highs and lows.
Prayer update on Ashlyn: She is home. That is a beautiful answer to prayer.
Keith
Wednesday, August 1, 2012
Day 10
Today is a different kind of pace for me when it comes to pray. I typically like to pray early in my day, but also like switching things up to keep them fresh. So tonight I just finished spending some time in prayer out here on my back porch. Nothing but the sounds of crickets and occasional air brakes on 24, I have enjoyed talking to Jesus here in the dark.
Tonight, I have been praying for the prayer request that have been written on connect cards or shared with me during the week as people call in and ask for prayer. This week we have some things to praise God for and then as well some people are dealing with some very real, very hard stuff. Life can most definitely not flow the way we would want or expect some times. But, that is why we bring our prayer request to others. So that others can join in your story and join in the conversation with God.
I also felt led to pray for my staff tonight. We are all a part of the same team, that I am humbled to be a part of. They all bring unique gifts and abilities to this place, but they are as real as the person reading this blog right now. Just because they work at the church doesn't mean their lives are perfect. So when you get a chance, please remember to pray for our team.
Praying for Fam Jam. Can't wait to see families and adopted families interacting this weekend. It's going to be fun and we are trusting for God to do some pretty neat things as well. How am I praying for the event? Well, I am praying for Evan, praying for our volunteers, and just asking God to make himself very real to those who are there.
Tonight I realize I also prayed alot of simple statement. God, I love you. God, I trust you. God, keep changing me. God, lead me. God...I believe. So, here I sit, midweek on a nice cool night on the back porch. Silence is good. Prayer is good. Sitting in God's presence...well, it just seems right.
Thank you for praying for Ashlyn. I have some great news. The official results came back and the tumor was benign. The only other result they are waiting on now is from the spinal tap. They want to make sure the tumor or potential cancer didn't make its way down her spine, like it did for her daddy. Things though are looking great. Smiles on faces and all the glory being given to Jesus.
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Until we meet again tomorrow,
Keith
Tonight, I have been praying for the prayer request that have been written on connect cards or shared with me during the week as people call in and ask for prayer. This week we have some things to praise God for and then as well some people are dealing with some very real, very hard stuff. Life can most definitely not flow the way we would want or expect some times. But, that is why we bring our prayer request to others. So that others can join in your story and join in the conversation with God.
I also felt led to pray for my staff tonight. We are all a part of the same team, that I am humbled to be a part of. They all bring unique gifts and abilities to this place, but they are as real as the person reading this blog right now. Just because they work at the church doesn't mean their lives are perfect. So when you get a chance, please remember to pray for our team.
Praying for Fam Jam. Can't wait to see families and adopted families interacting this weekend. It's going to be fun and we are trusting for God to do some pretty neat things as well. How am I praying for the event? Well, I am praying for Evan, praying for our volunteers, and just asking God to make himself very real to those who are there.
Tonight I realize I also prayed alot of simple statement. God, I love you. God, I trust you. God, keep changing me. God, lead me. God...I believe. So, here I sit, midweek on a nice cool night on the back porch. Silence is good. Prayer is good. Sitting in God's presence...well, it just seems right.
Thank you for praying for Ashlyn. I have some great news. The official results came back and the tumor was benign. The only other result they are waiting on now is from the spinal tap. They want to make sure the tumor or potential cancer didn't make its way down her spine, like it did for her daddy. Things though are looking great. Smiles on faces and all the glory being given to Jesus.
Become part of the conversation: Share with others following this blog, how your journey is going so far in this 30 day challenge.
You can post your thoughts by selecting on the "comment"/ "no comment" button below. If you do not have a gmail account or one of the other identifications listed, you can simply choose, "anonymous."
Until we meet again tomorrow,
Keith
Tuesday, July 31, 2012
Day 9
Some days are a little crazy or busy. The best ones like that are the ones where at least I know it is coming. Today was one of those days. Meetings, hospital visits, FAM JAM Prep, and a few surprises. So when you know it is going to be a busy day, you have to think through how and when prayer can happen.
My day began early in the midst of a thunderstorm you either heard, slept through, or it never rained where you are. Usually I am a person who listens to the radio when I am in the car alone. But that seek button is like a grown man holding a TV remote. I don't stay anywhere really long. In the randomness of switching through the channels I give anything a chance. Country, talk, christian, 80's, classical, like I said...anything.
But today was a day I knew I needed to keep the radio off and spend time talking to Jesus. I was driving up to the north side of Fort Wayne to pray with someone before they went in for surgery. That trip can take a good 35 minutes one way, so it was 35 minutes of me and Jesus talking with the soothing rhythm of rain and occasional flashes of lightening. Then 35 minutes on the way back following the edge of the storm home. Don't worry, my eyes were open the whole way.
I felt such a peace as I talked and listened today. No distractions, no wandering thoughts, just silence, peace, and some amazing comfort in who I am in Christ.
Later in my day I found conversations with others, drawing me again to prayer. Part of the "pray continually" concept we talked about. Not the longest of prayers, but prayer that is offered for others as they share something with me, or God brings someone or something to mind.
Some of you are great prayer intercessors. Intercessors are those who are drawn to consistently be praying for others. interceding on someone else's behalf, faithfully and with great passion. I have a quick question for those who are prayer warriors such as these; how do you decide who to pray for and how often do you find yourself interceding in prayer for others?
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Keith
My day began early in the midst of a thunderstorm you either heard, slept through, or it never rained where you are. Usually I am a person who listens to the radio when I am in the car alone. But that seek button is like a grown man holding a TV remote. I don't stay anywhere really long. In the randomness of switching through the channels I give anything a chance. Country, talk, christian, 80's, classical, like I said...anything.
But today was a day I knew I needed to keep the radio off and spend time talking to Jesus. I was driving up to the north side of Fort Wayne to pray with someone before they went in for surgery. That trip can take a good 35 minutes one way, so it was 35 minutes of me and Jesus talking with the soothing rhythm of rain and occasional flashes of lightening. Then 35 minutes on the way back following the edge of the storm home. Don't worry, my eyes were open the whole way.
I felt such a peace as I talked and listened today. No distractions, no wandering thoughts, just silence, peace, and some amazing comfort in who I am in Christ.
Later in my day I found conversations with others, drawing me again to prayer. Part of the "pray continually" concept we talked about. Not the longest of prayers, but prayer that is offered for others as they share something with me, or God brings someone or something to mind.
Some of you are great prayer intercessors. Intercessors are those who are drawn to consistently be praying for others. interceding on someone else's behalf, faithfully and with great passion. I have a quick question for those who are prayer warriors such as these; how do you decide who to pray for and how often do you find yourself interceding in prayer for others?
Remember to respond and to be a part of the conversation, you simply need to click below where you see the word, "comment" or "no comments". If you have a gmail account or one of the methods listed, it will post that way. You can also post anonymously. Your post may take a few hours to be displayed.
Keith
Monday, July 30, 2012
Day 8
Back in Huntington this week. Ready to get back in my prayer rhythm that I am used to and can't wait to see what God is going to do. Today, was a day of going outside the church doors to the church property. As I walk around the edge of the land, I find such ease in talking to God. Took alot of time to just thank him for his love and grace. Prayed for this upcoming week and asked for wisdom as I deal with different situations, compassion with all I encounter, and just asked to continue to be taught to follow the leading of the Holy Spirit.
Listening was hard today. I tried, but found my mind getting distracted by things I knew needed to get done this week. Do you ever have those moments when the schedule overpowers your listening? I hate it when it happens, but I am grateful to know it isn't always that way. Hoping tomorrow is a better day of listening.
Keith
Listening was hard today. I tried, but found my mind getting distracted by things I knew needed to get done this week. Do you ever have those moments when the schedule overpowers your listening? I hate it when it happens, but I am grateful to know it isn't always that way. Hoping tomorrow is a better day of listening.
Keith
Day 7
So, how what does a preacher's prayer life look like on a Sunday? Great question. I can't answer for everyone, but I can tell you about my journey. I try to get the church early in the morning before most are here. After doing a quick walk through and double checking my teaching slides, I tend to find one of my places in the church to go pray. I guess they are like my prayer closets, but none happen to be a closet. I do have several different places where I know I can get away and find solitude and silence for a few moments.
My prayer this Sunday wasn't much different from any other Sunday. I spend time asking God to help me focus on Him. I ask often for my heart, mind, and lips to be in tune with the Holy Spirit.
I pray for the service and Sunday school hour. That God would be honored and people would be challenged in their walk. I pray for those who may be frustrated with me, that God would bless them and that today their frustrations wouldn't become an obstacle to what God is doing in their lives. Then during the service, I take to heart the idea of praying continually. I often find myself during the worship through music in a moment of prayer. I'm sure sometimes I look a little awkward praying away as everyone else is singing their praise, but during the service is a time that I pray for the gathering of us all. I also find in those times a deep desire to praise God for who He is in my life. Or I should say for who I am becoming in Him.
When we have Sunday night service (1st, 3rd, & 5th week of a month), I enjoy the time of prayer that we have. Especially when it is not led by anyone but just believers stopping everything they do to be in silence and prayer together.
Sunday night before drifting off to sleep is usually a short time of prayer for me. Time to reflect on the day, time to thank God for what He has done, and ask Him to help us get through another week.
Keith
My prayer this Sunday wasn't much different from any other Sunday. I spend time asking God to help me focus on Him. I ask often for my heart, mind, and lips to be in tune with the Holy Spirit.
I pray for the service and Sunday school hour. That God would be honored and people would be challenged in their walk. I pray for those who may be frustrated with me, that God would bless them and that today their frustrations wouldn't become an obstacle to what God is doing in their lives. Then during the service, I take to heart the idea of praying continually. I often find myself during the worship through music in a moment of prayer. I'm sure sometimes I look a little awkward praying away as everyone else is singing their praise, but during the service is a time that I pray for the gathering of us all. I also find in those times a deep desire to praise God for who He is in my life. Or I should say for who I am becoming in Him.
When we have Sunday night service (1st, 3rd, & 5th week of a month), I enjoy the time of prayer that we have. Especially when it is not led by anyone but just believers stopping everything they do to be in silence and prayer together.
Sunday night before drifting off to sleep is usually a short time of prayer for me. Time to reflect on the day, time to thank God for what He has done, and ask Him to help us get through another week.
Keith
Saturday, July 28, 2012
Day 6
Today was good. I found some time to get away and walk and talk with Jesus. Time of praise, praying for tomorrow (Sunday), and asking God what else I should pray for. I felt like he brought to my mind some friends and family. Prayers for those who I know don't know Jesus...yet.
I struggled to listen today. I tried, I really did, but couldn't clear my mind enough of other thoughts. Worries, concerns, dreams, plans...all seemed to flood my mind when I wanted to just be still and listen.
But I guess I should be thankful that he brought people to my mind.
Ashlyn Update: She is doing awesome. Still not out of the woods, but the second MRI revealed that they did get all the tumor and will not need to go back in. Parents are talking about how she is being a trooper through all this. Please keep praying for Ashlyn and her parents Cory and Tiffany.
Also remember to be praying for Peter's friends family. Death is never easy to deal with but especially painful when it comes out of nowhere. (See Day 3 comments for more information).
What has God been bringing to your mind when you are praying? Why not let us know by clicking on the "comment" button below. You can choose to identify yourself if you have a GMail account or you can just choose anonymous. All comments will not appear immediately, but do get posted.
Keith
I struggled to listen today. I tried, I really did, but couldn't clear my mind enough of other thoughts. Worries, concerns, dreams, plans...all seemed to flood my mind when I wanted to just be still and listen.
But I guess I should be thankful that he brought people to my mind.
Ashlyn Update: She is doing awesome. Still not out of the woods, but the second MRI revealed that they did get all the tumor and will not need to go back in. Parents are talking about how she is being a trooper through all this. Please keep praying for Ashlyn and her parents Cory and Tiffany.
Also remember to be praying for Peter's friends family. Death is never easy to deal with but especially painful when it comes out of nowhere. (See Day 3 comments for more information).
What has God been bringing to your mind when you are praying? Why not let us know by clicking on the "comment" button below. You can choose to identify yourself if you have a GMail account or you can just choose anonymous. All comments will not appear immediately, but do get posted.
Keith
Friday, July 27, 2012
Day 5
Well, today is definitely not the day of prayer I was hoping for. Chaos entered my day, waking up late, busy morning, afternoon, and then being tired seems to be as much a deterrent to prayer as others things in my life. So, if I am going to be real on this 30 day journey, I have to tell you today wasn't a banner day.
Grace.
Grace is real you know. Even in your prayer life. Remember this isn't about a legalistic mindset as we go on this journey, its about pursuing intimacy with Jesus. So if you are off to a rough start on the 30 day challenge, or the description of my day relates to yours, don't beat yourself up. Remind yourself this is about seeking God with all your heart.
Don't give up, God hasn't given up on you.
Update on Ashlyn: Ashlyn came through surgery well. They have removed the tumor and initial reports are saying that it is benign. The official reports will not come for about 5 days. We are praising Jesus for that, but please continue to pray. The journey isn't over yet. (For more information about Ashlyn see the Day 4 posting).
Keith
Grace.
Grace is real you know. Even in your prayer life. Remember this isn't about a legalistic mindset as we go on this journey, its about pursuing intimacy with Jesus. So if you are off to a rough start on the 30 day challenge, or the description of my day relates to yours, don't beat yourself up. Remind yourself this is about seeking God with all your heart.
Don't give up, God hasn't given up on you.
Update on Ashlyn: Ashlyn came through surgery well. They have removed the tumor and initial reports are saying that it is benign. The official reports will not come for about 5 days. We are praising Jesus for that, but please continue to pray. The journey isn't over yet. (For more information about Ashlyn see the Day 4 posting).
Keith
Day 4
Yes, this is getting posted a day late. Yesterday ended up being a non-friendly wireless connection day and other technical difficulties led to a delay. So, I am hoping to post again today regarding Day 5.
Do you have those times where something happens that consumes your prayer time? That has happened for me today. During the day we got a text letting us know a friend's daughter would be heading to Riley Hospital for some emergency medical care. There were indications of a brain tumor and of course that leads to a question of cancer. She is 4. My heart was breaking as I would pray. I spent some time talking to God about the things I always bring to Him, but my mind kept going back to this little girl.
Part of the story that makes it tough is that her dad is my friend Cory. Cory is one of my canyon brothers that you hear me talk about. He and some of those guys came and surprised me for my birthday last year. It was amazing to see him sitting in our church because of his own journey. Just months after walking in the Paria canyon with me, Cory was diagnosed with a brain tumor as well. The cancer spread not only in his brain, but to his spine. God was faithful, Cory was resilient, and his loving wife was as strong as she could be. The cancer gone. Life, though different, could go on, but now I find myself praying for his little girl.
In these times we ask God...why? I have to remind myself that God can handle that question. He can handle any and all emotions we throw at him. I also remind myself that scripture tells us it rains on the just and unjust and I can accept that but would still like for God to intervene. So I pray. These are the prayers that we talked about on Sunday. Prayer where we really realize that I don't know how to pray or the words to pray, but the Holy Spirit does. So, I trust in his intercession for my heart. I trust that God is hearing a prayer that is in alignment with His will and one of great faith.
So, if you would pray for Ashlyn. By the time you read this she will be in the midst of an 8.5 hour surgery. Pray for her parents, Cory and Tiffany. I can't imagine what they are feeling right now. Pray for the doctors to have wisdom and that God's presence will be very present in that room.
Thanks for joining with countless many praying for Ashlyn.
Keith
Do you have those times where something happens that consumes your prayer time? That has happened for me today. During the day we got a text letting us know a friend's daughter would be heading to Riley Hospital for some emergency medical care. There were indications of a brain tumor and of course that leads to a question of cancer. She is 4. My heart was breaking as I would pray. I spent some time talking to God about the things I always bring to Him, but my mind kept going back to this little girl.
Part of the story that makes it tough is that her dad is my friend Cory. Cory is one of my canyon brothers that you hear me talk about. He and some of those guys came and surprised me for my birthday last year. It was amazing to see him sitting in our church because of his own journey. Just months after walking in the Paria canyon with me, Cory was diagnosed with a brain tumor as well. The cancer spread not only in his brain, but to his spine. God was faithful, Cory was resilient, and his loving wife was as strong as she could be. The cancer gone. Life, though different, could go on, but now I find myself praying for his little girl.
In these times we ask God...why? I have to remind myself that God can handle that question. He can handle any and all emotions we throw at him. I also remind myself that scripture tells us it rains on the just and unjust and I can accept that but would still like for God to intervene. So I pray. These are the prayers that we talked about on Sunday. Prayer where we really realize that I don't know how to pray or the words to pray, but the Holy Spirit does. So, I trust in his intercession for my heart. I trust that God is hearing a prayer that is in alignment with His will and one of great faith.
So, if you would pray for Ashlyn. By the time you read this she will be in the midst of an 8.5 hour surgery. Pray for her parents, Cory and Tiffany. I can't imagine what they are feeling right now. Pray for the doctors to have wisdom and that God's presence will be very present in that room.
Thanks for joining with countless many praying for Ashlyn.
Keith
Wednesday, July 25, 2012
Day 3
A very interesting day today in prayer. A definite mix of living in "continual prayer" and seeking out times of silence and solitude.
This morning was rough. Do you ever have those prayer times where you really want to pray, you really want to be focused, but your emotions are like a wall in the way. It's amazing how feelings of doubt, insecurity, and wounds can make you get more focused on yourself instead of God. I know I use the verse alot, but I love the thought of capturing my thoughts and making them obedient to Christ (II Corinthians 10:5) so that is what I did. It's not always easy for me, but a fight I am willing to fight. I remind myself that I am loved by God, a child of God, called by God, and being continually transformed by him. So in times of emotions dictating my prayer, I try and step back for a moment, think of the bigger picture and lean on Him.
Part of the challenge for me this week in prayer is my location. I am volunteering at the district children's camp at Shiloh Park. They ask all of us pastors to help out and volunteer at least once during the summer. My daughters are going to this camp, so it was an easy decision for me. Now truth be known, I don't have a glamour job. I'm not up front, not leading any particular activities, just living out the title...Night Watchman. Yep. That's me. The intimidating guy who makes sure everyone stays where they should and keeps the bad guys out. The job I used to mock and make jokes about, I am now doing. It's not too bad. Different sleep schedule and allows me to help out in other places where needed during the day. It also gives me some time to get some work done and spend more time in prayer.
If you remember from last Sunday I let everyone know that I tend to "walk and talk" to Jesus. For whatever reason, my best prayer times are either on a walk or circling around the main floor in the sanctuary. Today, I decided to get a run in. Problem was I waited until 3 PM to do so. When they tell you there is a heat index, they mean it. So my walk became one of running and walking. Now I can easily pray as I run and I do often, but to slow down to a walk allowed my mind and heart to focus even more. It truly was a great and sweaty experience. I feel like I did a good job of listening to God. As he brought scriptures back to my mind, I found myself praising Him and humbling celebrating that He loves me. He loves me. He has a plan, His call is real, and He isn't done with me yet.
Prayer has also come full circle today. Just a little bit ago I got a message from an old friend. The fear in the message let me know that I needed to turn to the great physician and comforter lifting up my friend. The confidence I had experienced before was now at work as I trust my God to be involved in the details of my friends life. My heart still breaks, but I trust Him. My emotions get disrupted and it isn't even my own life, but I trust Him.
So what about you? How is your prayer journey going? Where have you found yourself finding some silence and solitude with God? How is the "listening to God" going for you?
Looking forward to your response. Simply click on the "comment" button below and share.
Keith
This morning was rough. Do you ever have those prayer times where you really want to pray, you really want to be focused, but your emotions are like a wall in the way. It's amazing how feelings of doubt, insecurity, and wounds can make you get more focused on yourself instead of God. I know I use the verse alot, but I love the thought of capturing my thoughts and making them obedient to Christ (II Corinthians 10:5) so that is what I did. It's not always easy for me, but a fight I am willing to fight. I remind myself that I am loved by God, a child of God, called by God, and being continually transformed by him. So in times of emotions dictating my prayer, I try and step back for a moment, think of the bigger picture and lean on Him.
Part of the challenge for me this week in prayer is my location. I am volunteering at the district children's camp at Shiloh Park. They ask all of us pastors to help out and volunteer at least once during the summer. My daughters are going to this camp, so it was an easy decision for me. Now truth be known, I don't have a glamour job. I'm not up front, not leading any particular activities, just living out the title...Night Watchman. Yep. That's me. The intimidating guy who makes sure everyone stays where they should and keeps the bad guys out. The job I used to mock and make jokes about, I am now doing. It's not too bad. Different sleep schedule and allows me to help out in other places where needed during the day. It also gives me some time to get some work done and spend more time in prayer.
If you remember from last Sunday I let everyone know that I tend to "walk and talk" to Jesus. For whatever reason, my best prayer times are either on a walk or circling around the main floor in the sanctuary. Today, I decided to get a run in. Problem was I waited until 3 PM to do so. When they tell you there is a heat index, they mean it. So my walk became one of running and walking. Now I can easily pray as I run and I do often, but to slow down to a walk allowed my mind and heart to focus even more. It truly was a great and sweaty experience. I feel like I did a good job of listening to God. As he brought scriptures back to my mind, I found myself praising Him and humbling celebrating that He loves me. He loves me. He has a plan, His call is real, and He isn't done with me yet.
Prayer has also come full circle today. Just a little bit ago I got a message from an old friend. The fear in the message let me know that I needed to turn to the great physician and comforter lifting up my friend. The confidence I had experienced before was now at work as I trust my God to be involved in the details of my friends life. My heart still breaks, but I trust Him. My emotions get disrupted and it isn't even my own life, but I trust Him.
So what about you? How is your prayer journey going? Where have you found yourself finding some silence and solitude with God? How is the "listening to God" going for you?
Looking forward to your response. Simply click on the "comment" button below and share.
Keith
Tuesday, July 24, 2012
Day 2
Typical. Of course what does typical mean for me? I had someone ask me what I pray for often. Easy answer. Always thankful for grace shown to me. Always reflect on how God is changing me. Then I pray for my wife, my kids, other family that God brings to me, prayer request from church, my church, and then I try to listen. Listening may include questions, wrestling with scripture, check my motives and heart. You know...typical.
I hope your prayer journey is off to a great start. You are God's masterpiece and He wants to hear from you and speak into your life.
See ya tomorrow.
Keith
Monday, July 23, 2012
Day 1
So the journey begins. I hope that your first day of prayer has been good. If not...hang in there and don't give up.
Today I found my prayer time to be tough. I struggled to maintain focus and let my mind wander too much. I am not in my normal setting so I am sure that has something to do with that.
My prayers today have been drawn to people I don't know. The family who lost so much in a fire last night, the families of the violence from last weekend, and a person who I know needs love.
I also spent time just praising God for who He is. Sometimes I just jump to request and neglect bringing glory to the one who loves even me. Then, I tried to listen. Didn't necessarily hear or sense any leading but felt peace in being in the presence of Jesus.
That's it. I hope you were not looking for a three point sermon because all I will give is authenticity. As we go on this journey together don't expect the dramatic everytime you pray but have faith and know He is listening and wants us to listen too.
Prayer should find its significance not in the things that happen as a result, but in the deepening intimacy and communion we find with God.
See ya tomorrow.
Keith
Today I found my prayer time to be tough. I struggled to maintain focus and let my mind wander too much. I am not in my normal setting so I am sure that has something to do with that.
My prayers today have been drawn to people I don't know. The family who lost so much in a fire last night, the families of the violence from last weekend, and a person who I know needs love.
I also spent time just praising God for who He is. Sometimes I just jump to request and neglect bringing glory to the one who loves even me. Then, I tried to listen. Didn't necessarily hear or sense any leading but felt peace in being in the presence of Jesus.
That's it. I hope you were not looking for a three point sermon because all I will give is authenticity. As we go on this journey together don't expect the dramatic everytime you pray but have faith and know He is listening and wants us to listen too.
Prayer should find its significance not in the things that happen as a result, but in the deepening intimacy and communion we find with God.
See ya tomorrow.
Keith
Thursday, July 19, 2012
The conversation begins...
Is the ambient noise level in your life low enough for you to hear the whisper of God? - Bill Hybels
Welcome to a unique blog set up for the Huntington Church of the Nazarene. This past Sunday Keith challenged us to join him in an experiment. For 30 days He is going to be giving us a very honest look into his prayer life. His challenge was for us to do the same. For 30 days, every person finding time to pray.
So, let’s join together daily and get real and authentic about this essential of our spiritual journey...prayer.
Welcome to a unique blog set up for the Huntington Church of the Nazarene. This past Sunday Keith challenged us to join him in an experiment. For 30 days He is going to be giving us a very honest look into his prayer life. His challenge was for us to do the same. For 30 days, every person finding time to pray.
For
the next 30 days, I am going to be giving you a very real glimpse into my
conversations with Jesus. Each day I will be posting about my own prayer
experience that day and each day you can participate by commenting and joining
the dialogue. Also be looking for some questions to answer and for some guest
to share their
experiences as well. I'll see you tomorrow.
-Keith
So, let’s join together daily and get real and authentic about this essential of our spiritual journey...prayer.
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